Talk to God

Hey God how you doing? It’s been a minute since we talked

Yes it has my son, how about we go for a walk

Well first I want thank you for the blessing that you gave
And most importantly my life cause I am glad I was made
But what about all the struggle, the pain, and the strife
Was there really all a need to put that in my life?

Well struggle builds strength, and you might need more
I don’t want you to be too weak when it’s time to open the door

What you talking about? I’m already pretty strong, what door?

The door that might show you all you’re looking for
What’s that tattoo on your chest?

Well that what burns in my heart

Hmm… is that right?... let’s look at each part

Faith is there for my family, and for you

Faith in me huh.. I’m not sure if you do
I have told you when have problem give it to me
I have told you if you let it go, then you can be free
I do see you have faith in your heart
And you want to let things go, but can’t seem to part
It’s held on to the doubt created in your mind
And at those times the faith is very hard to find
So I try to take the load, but you still got a hold
I want to take it for you, but you have to let it go

I definitely understand what you mean
I try to let go, but it’s harder than it seems
How do I know which ones I should give to you?
There are some in my life for me to learn while I fight through

Well the ones you should give is the ones you can’t handle
I might take care of it all, or I might just dismantle
The issue to smaller sections so it’s more bearable
But for you some things in life are too big, or too critical
I guess that leads to the next word we got on there
I have a question, but to ask… do I dare?

I see what word and I know what you’re going to ask?
And honestly I trust a lot more than I did in my past

Well you said it burns in your heart

Maybe it’s more of what I really want

I didn't put in the world to be alone
Gave you a loving family, a warm hearted home


And I thank you for that, I really really do
But it’s like when they have problems I got to solve them too


I didn't tell you to fix things for everybody
That kind of load is too heavy for almost anybody

I guess that’s why I am stronger, to carry the load

How about you put some down and let me take control

Ok I see, well I will try, but it won’t be easy

If you need help, look in yourself and you will see me
I know your thoughts, but would like to hear your voice
Pray to me and remember you always have a choice
I’m your father I am with you, no matter where you roam
And if you’re ever lost look to me and I will bring you home

I appreciate the talk, it really did help
In the mean time, I will be working on myself
I have remember what I want and who I want to be
And put in the work until those traits are part of me
Every day I will get stronger, do what I got to do
Build my faith and trust, making it more true
Open up my heart, and get closer to you

Just stay on this path, you will get past anything I put you through